urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland erin marie Erin Marie 2006-03-07T23:13:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:292836 2006-03-07T23:13:57Z 2006-03-07T23:13:57Z he is killing me<br />along w/ everything else urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:292399 2005-11-02T00:53:32Z 2005-11-02T00:53:32Z life is so weird. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:292218 2005-09-29T01:59:14Z 2005-09-29T01:59:14Z ive been so nice.<br />but now i just<br />hate you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:292071 2005-09-02T16:58:59Z 2005-09-02T16:58:59Z glass jaw stuckinmyhead i work too much<br />im so freakin ready for school<br />meaning im so ready for college.<br />lets get this over with.<br /><br />i love summer<br />and i love my friends<br /><br />and i love my family<br /><br />and i miss everyone alot. ALOT.<br /><br />my summer trips were great.<br /><br />from the first beach trip to the last<br /><br />loveyou urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:291613 2005-06-27T18:22:36Z 2005-06-27T18:22:36Z i havent written in here in <br />forever it feels like..<br /><br />summer has been okay, not as good as i hoped for but whatever.<br />thursday we went to the rope swings which are so fun<br />friday mere and I took a little road trip.. pictures later.<br />saturday we had fun w/ george and andy in a barn.. weird.<br />last night went to philippes<br /><br />tonight is FIGHT NIGHT...<br /><br />and im in a bad mood urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:291366 2005-06-20T02:07:51Z 2005-06-20T02:07:51Z would u please just stop saying that stuff!<br />aslkfjsdlfjsf<br />STOP EVERYONE. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:291268 2005-06-06T22:01:04Z 2005-06-06T22:01:04Z Okay so i just got the best offer of my life<br /><br />TEN DAYS IN SPAIN.<br /><br /><br />i'll be in school : (<br /><br />but maybe we can work it out... how amazing urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:290982 2005-06-02T03:08:27Z 2005-06-02T03:08:27Z i am becoming pretty fed up with almost everyone i interact with on a daily basis. <br /><br />i truely need summer.<br /><br />katie and i went driving in the wrangler. <br />then we ate, as usual. damn that car is cute.<br />picked up drew boo (THATS MY NAME BITCH)and listened<br />to rap music. <br /><br />i need to raise my grades.<br />no school on friday. im so excited. its also prom night,<br />which means good times, even though im not going. <br /><br />and im giving a pint of blood tomorrow during 5th and im probably goin to pass out with my little sugar muffin (kelly). urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:290580 2005-05-28T13:15:55Z 2005-05-28T13:15:55Z im not going to do that for a long time.<br /><br />no more of it.<br /><br />last night was random and weird, but at times it was fun. thanks carm : )<br /><br /><br />love U. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:290472 2005-05-27T01:16:48Z 2005-05-27T01:16:48Z landed- ben folds I need a JOB.<br />my cash flow has become non-existant.<br /><br />im really just ready for school to end.<br />everyone is basically done except for us.<br />but this was really our only full week of school leftm<br />so whatever, its bare able.<br /><br />me and mere arent going to prom. so we better<br />be finding something good to get into next fridayy.<br /><br />i want to go to the beach this weekend.. maybe ocean city?<br /><br />he's trying so hard now, and its so odd because i've gotten completly<br />used to him not really being there, and i geuss i didnt really realize<br />it until attempts were made.<br /><br />*and i've missed U and its making me happy.* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:290208 2005-05-25T02:52:04Z 2005-05-25T02:52:04Z Today was a much better day<br /><br />things are starting to get better<br />even just a little bit is makin me happy.<br />and that goes for both things that have been goin wrong.<br /><br />I got some really cute pics back of katie and I in cancun and some other spring break pics<br />and the cvs mother fuckers gave me some ugly ass peoples disk and now im creeped otu cause they are gonna be seein us in our bathing suits..<br />alright peace and love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:289504 2005-05-15T17:40:40Z 2005-05-15T17:40:40Z my internet has been broken for a week! whew yee<br /><br />anyways. things are alright. last night was bad.<br />my car is really messed up.<br />that sucks. <br /><br />we still have alot of school left.<br />im so sick of it... all.<br />and im tired. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:288798 2005-05-03T00:27:02Z 2005-05-03T00:27:02Z flipside was so much fun! i had a great time. katie and i went and met up with nano and then with lydia and lauren. the weather was perfect. Nano was amazing and got us 4 backstage passes. we saw the bands we love. we got free pizza. we hung out with talented people. i love mark more than waffles. i had a fucking great time. alskdjfsldkjf.<br /><br />waiting for pictures from lydia and katie.. hopefully they will be up soon. : )<br /><br />i loved seeing everyone and i love everyone.. great day! even my sunglasses burn couldnt bring me down. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:288325 2005-04-26T00:02:07Z 2005-04-26T00:02:07Z alright alright<br />school was fine. i tich gave me a B which really pissed me off so i gotta talk to her tomorrow. and stevens gave me a C+ which made me even more mad. went to get my stiches out... they said i have to go get another little surgery again. results positive? yeah so that sucks .. alot. <br /><br />after that i picked up mere moo and we did our monday jerry's thing. which is always fantastic. then i took her home...<br />my koala is deflating..<br /><br />i am praying i can go to flipside. if my parents keeep me from that im gonna be pretty upset. i wish they understood how happy this one thing can make me.. ACE. come ON.<br /><br />&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:288222 2005-04-24T21:38:42Z 2005-04-24T21:38:42Z this weekend was enjoyable.. especially for getting off grounding and such. friday i went to aves and fudruckers and nothing really.. then i went to dari's for alittle bit until i had to be home.<br />saturday hung around aves.. went to a hotel room for a while then we saw ammityville horror all happied up and stuff.. yeah it was pretty fun.<br /><br />todaaay i got to see my LOVE and im so happy that today was good and we laughed alot and i love you. k bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:287975 2005-04-21T00:17:12Z 2005-04-21T00:17:12Z and yet again i was fed another lie.<br />and now my stomach feels twisted AGAIN.<br /><br />jkasjdfklsjdg urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:287264 2005-04-18T19:27:41Z 2005-04-18T19:27:41Z everythings alright.<br />atleast until my mom gets home..<br /><br />my dad was being really nice.<br />grounded this week aand cant sleep<br />out for while, which is gonna be <br />rough, but i gotta live with the <br />consiquences.<br /><br />i have no appetite.<br /><br />miss u.<br /><br />there are things that i want to change <br />i decided today. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:287028 2005-04-16T21:03:37Z 2005-04-16T21:03:37Z I hate you.<br /><br />so much<br /><br />you dont do that to your sister. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:286825 2005-04-14T03:19:14Z 2005-04-14T03:19:14Z yeah i feel like everyone is feeling the same way as me right now.<br />i cant stand it, so fucking frusterated and stressed out. i feel unhealthy<br />because i dont get enough sleep. and its not like its paying off, im still failing everything.. well not everything but enough. i've never failed a class in my life and this really isnt the time to start.<br /><br />not only is school kicking my ass but i just feel like nothing is in place.<br />nothing is right. my relationships with people. my health. what im doing.<br />Im not making bad decisions.. im being more spontaneous. im just scared<br />im gonna stop being the person i was and become careless of everyone.<br />i dont think i could ever ever be like that, but the thought of changing<br />like some people have, scares me alot. <br /><br />the time is coming for the people i've known as long as anyone, to leave. its scary and it sucks because ... welll i dont know really what i'd do w/o some of them and how i'l ever have a fun party night with out all of them. its just whack. its taking away soo much security i have had since i was in 7th grade. but i mean I'll get over it i geuss..<br /><br />i just realy want it to be 2 10 tomorrow afternoon. i want to have a great night. and a great weekend. and i want things to be better for me and everyone else. and i want everyone to stay safe and i want to pass my exams tomorrow.<br /><br />thank you and goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:286689 2005-04-13T00:10:48Z 2005-04-13T00:10:48Z school was good today<br />im so happy theres only<br />2 more days of this week left.<br />even though i have alot of work to do.<br /><br />i cant wait for this weekend., urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:286238 2005-04-11T01:59:13Z 2005-04-11T01:59:13Z <p><font size="1">what an</font> <font size="4">awesome </font><font size="1">weekend</font></p> <p><font size="1">for serious.</font></p> <p><font size="1"><strong>Friday</strong> : was w/ carly. ave and rach came and picked us up... then we went to Amir's and chilled, that was good fun for the little while we were there. went back to rachys and stayed up ALL FUCKIN NIGHT. </font></p> <p><font size="1"><strong>Saturday:</strong> CLEANED MY ROOM! then went to Jessies to get kase and her. went to brendans and had a great time with some pong. conor and i kicked ass... once.. haha. rach and sam and ash picked me up... yeah i dont know. we had a fun time. drove around for ever. went to Joeyyysssss for a long ass time. hahaha greaaaaat fun. drink and jordan got in a fight which was hilarious. then we went back to aves and slept at like 3ish.</font></p> <p><font size="1"><strong>Sunday:&nbsp; Almost the best so far: </strong>I went home from aves, as soon as i got home i drove out to a far away land to pick ave up at nick morans... so far away. then we went to mcdonalds so she could finish a big mac meal. then we went to westwood and ate amazzzzzzzing food and ash came too.. then we went to aves and got ready for georgetown!! will and b rad came and got us and we went there after a detour. stayed and walked around for houuurss! it was loveellyy. then we went back b rads and chilled on the deck. tiiighhtt shiittt.</font></p> <p><font size="1"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="1">happy</font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:286104 2005-04-07T23:48:42Z 2005-04-07T23:48:42Z today sucked.<br />i could feel my skin being pulled wiht every stich.<br />gahsdkljlad<br />now it hurts..<br /><br />im trying harder and harder to get my mom to let me do<br />something... and im getting a little bit closer<br />everyday. <br /><br />i have alot of shit to do.<br />zach got into his college of choice!<br />im so proud! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:285733 2005-04-06T22:34:19Z 2005-04-06T22:34:19Z as much as i fucking love this weather.<br />today i felt as though my skin was on fire.<br /><br />baby sat my baby will today, and took some<br />hopefully good pictures. then by brother<br />made me feel really guilty and was being<br />a butt.<br /><br />tomorrow is tomorrow. <br />i dont think im going<br />to go in to school in the morning..<br />is it worth it to be there less than an hour?<br />no didnt think so.<br />then surgery shit.<br />then probably stay home<br />because my mom will let me. <br />ha.<br /><br />have a lovely day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:285661 2005-04-05T23:17:40Z 2005-04-05T23:17:40Z today was beautiful.<br />it was spent doodling on my notebooks <br />and day dreaming about running around<br />outside in the sun. my dream came true<br />7th period when we went outside for some<br />of class..lovely.<br />right after school erin1 jesika nate and i<br />went to my house and packed up a picnic, then<br />we went tto great falls, ate and did the usual<br />meditation. then i saw huge spiders and we left.<br /><br />tomorrow i have to babysit the baby for 30 minutes.<br />thursday i have that stupid cancer surgery which,as<br />much as i dont admit it, freaks me out. then friday<br />i have a hair appt. not sure what i want to do...<br />suggestions anyone??<br /><br />my throat hurts.<br /><br />i miss you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kandyland:285300 2005-04-03T22:44:03Z 2005-04-03T22:44:03Z i just watched Closer.<br /><br />im left with an incredibly depressed and<br />empty feeling now. but i almost want to<br />watch it again. it just confuses me...<br /><br />then again so does life..